Hoping or Meeting?

I am in conflict of mood now. I don't know whether should I happy because I was hoping my exam faster to end soon but in order to end soon I need to meet the exam first. Today is the last day of May. Time passes so fast, I remembered I mentioned exam thingy during last 2 months. Now left 2 days. It's terribly upset. =(...I have no confidence at all on this time exams. Too last minutes? Although I just have to sit for four papers. But .....I can't realy describe my mood now. Only those people which are now experiencing the same situation will understand how I am feeling it. arghh!!! Dammit!!! Another crapping entry. =s~~ I am sorry to those who are going to take the exam and still reading my blog. I don't mean to make you guys tension, nervous or whatever. I just feel that the further input to my brain will cause my brain explode. I started to forget everything that I studied earlier. The format, the formula and whatever. No more nightmares nowadays because I already forgot everything I guess. Overstressed? LOL~~non-sense. 'Overstressed' this adj not available in my dictionary. I won't so hardly push myself to death. Whatever it is, I am starting to give up. I know I shouldn't but I can't insists to the last. Just hoping everything that I still haven't forgot, will come out during exam. Best of luck to those taking exam on this coming monday and the following exam's days and myself. =)~~~

My Night~~

Tonight the sky intense darkness. Night has primarily been a time of resting and sleep for humans, but for me, most of my activities are start at night. So I am night creature plus human with little differences. Tonight my brain is in idle time due to brain 'breakdown'. Can't input anymore. If force to input, equals to my precious time wastage, smart brain spoilage..Tomorrow what 'lage' also don't have, left empty-'lage' brain. Wahahha....Another crapping entry~~lalala~This month will lack of qualitative entry...but will full of quantitative entry...Not bad huh? Can use in my posting whatever I have studied.. *applause'* =D...Argh~~~Brain is now bloated~~What to do, folks?