Last day of the March 2008

Today is 31 March.The last day for March 2008.The last post of this month of year 2008.In this month I did nothing except study about a week for my resit paper and luckily I passed.If not I sure 'cry die'.Lol...forget about the begining of this post,I am just crapping.Today went to a movie with Ms Ah Goh.At first or suppose?should 5 of us but 3 of them went to gurney.=,-...And suppose Ms Ah Goh should meet me at Starbucks cause she asked to but after I have waited her for almost 15 minutes she asked me go to cinema cause she have forgotten where's the starbucks.I was like 'apa ini....ask me to meet there but forgot where is it'.After bought the ticket we went to Baskin Robbins to take order.Then we went to cinema again.We wait at outsid to wait the number '1' to 'on?'We wait and wait and wait but the '1' haven't 'on?'That time was 12.31 already so we went to ask and the guy said 'oh ya....you may go in now,cinema 1 is there....enjoy ur movie'.=,=''''''''''''why never switch 'on?' the '1' ?=,=''''''''''went inside only 1 person sitting at the last row.Few minutes later another 2 guys came in.So in the end just 5 persons are inside the BIG LARGE HUGE cinema.=,='''''''''''''They are having loss instead of making profit.Wahahha~~~Tomorrow going to orthodontic clinic to 'have' braces?I also not sure tomorrow what are they going to do with my teeth.Just go there and lay down.Arghh....Tomorrow is April. April is coming.Means my course's exam is coming.My practical exam is coming.Oh my guan yim ma..I am dying.I haven't well prepared for my practical exam.=,='''''2 months left.HOPELESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS and HELPLESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. Anyway ADVANCED Happy April Fool to all of my friends.Unfortunately can't fool anyone .Tomorrow no class.=,=....... PS: All above what I have written is true, I didn't fool. =,=

假友情

当你无聊时，你是否有想过朋友多得是，可是为何每次当需找人谈心事时却一个也想不起呢？被朋友出卖及在后面讲你的坏话，这些滋味一点都不好受。。。曾经拿出一颗真诚的心结交朋友，换来的却是一箩箩玩弄。曾经以为你可信任的人，第二天就把你的秘密弄得家喻户晓。对那些你知道他们不是真心与你结交的，一句话即可－有话直说，越直越好，不需婉转。他们既然都可不需尊容在你面前把你赞得只仅天上有，地下无而在你背后踩得一文不值，下次遇见他们不必留情面。在现实社会中，全都只顾自己，自私自利，推卸责任。'只顾自己' 相信是每个人都会，包括我。。。这是人之本性。在社会工作，要有一股很强烈地自我保护性格，如没有，最终吃亏只有自己。不要以为别人会可怜你，人家只会取笑你的笨。也不要自己想以为不需别人可怜，其实你可省起来不必想，因为没人根本会浪费时间去理会你这个窝儾。现实社会中，可用十五个字形容，一 '句' 见血，那就是 '弱肉强食，强者为大，弱者滚开一边吧'～～～所以可见得，若要在工作社会里找到真正的朋友，就好比海底捞针。真正友情是在求学时期找到，尤其是在中学时期。不讲小学，因为那时他们不知 '友情' 为和物。。在中学时期找到那是因为那时大家彼此思想成熟，理解友谊是什么。可是在那时也可找到虚伪是什么。。虽然不会很多，但会随着进入另一层学习阶段而慢慢增多。。

LOVE Our Parents~~~

极其平凡又深厚的感情留在他们和我的心里，陪伴我们走过一生。当你还很小的时候，他们花了很多时间教你用勺子，用筷子吃东西；教你穿衣服，绑鞋带，系扣子；教你洗脸，教你梳头发；教你擦鼻T,擦屁股；教你做人的道理。你是否记得经常逼问他们你是从哪里来的？你是否还记得你们练习了很久才学会的地一首儿歌？所以。。。。。所以，当他们有天变老时，当他们开始在吃饭时弄脏衣服，请不要怪罪他们；当他们罗罗唆唆重复一些老掉牙的故事；当他们想不起来或接不上话时；当他们梳头时手开始不停颤抖，请不要催促他们。因为你在慢慢长大，而他们却在慢慢变老。只要你在他们眼前的时候，他们的心就会很温暖。如果有一天当他们站也站不稳，走也走不动的时侯，请你紧紧握住他们的手，陪他们慢慢地走，就像当年他们牵着你一样。。。。

每当我读到着篇文章时，我的眼眶积满了泪水。因为我几乎都忘了他们曾经耐心及悉心地栽培我。有时他们多问我问题时，我会露出不耐烦地脸及语气回答。有时叫我帮他们做东西时，我推三推四。我从也没回想过在我小时，父母亲从毫无怨言，默默地为我付出。。。。我一定要放更多耐心在与父母沟通方面。。。。。。。我答应,我一定做到。。。加油～～～

丢了翅膀，他仍是天使~~一篇感动的故事~~

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　　当在外地出差的我坐飞机赶回来时，十个月的儿子新新已经被推出抢救室。医生说持续的高烧也许损伤了脑神经，我要有心理准备接受可能的后遗症。

　　老公两天后才从国外回来。出院后，我们常常测试新新的听力和视觉，没有发现任何异常。我们终于放下忐忑的心。可渐渐地，我发现他开始瞪着无神的眼睛发呆，
或者呈现一种令我不安的笑容。当和新新一般大的孩子开始迈着步子，清脆地喊着爸爸妈妈的时候，新新依旧呆呆坐在那里，傻傻地笑着。抱着他四处求医，结论同出一辙：新新的智力将会停留在幼儿期，除非发生奇迹。

　　那是段痛不欲生的日子，抱着孩子寻找各种可能的奇迹，秘方、偏方，甚至针灸。那长长的针如同刺在我的心尖，汗和泪伴着孩子凄厉的哭声一起落下。我多么希望这只是一场梦，梦醒后充满灵气的新新在对我甜甜地笑。我开始幻听，总感觉新新
在喊妈妈。

　　我深深自责为了事业没有照顾好儿子，却不敢留在家里面对。每天下班后沉默地搂着他，日复一日，泪流尽了，心也似乎麻木了。老公也因为家里气氛沉闷，渐渐变得很少回家吃饭。

　　婆婆来看我们，说把新新带走，让我们再要一个孩子。我不假思索断然拒绝，我不能那样做!他没有选择地来到这个世界，又因为我的疏忽变成这样，已经够不幸了!把新新紧紧搂在怀里，我不要别人分享对他的爱！

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　　新新两周岁生日那天，我才惊觉老公已经不再陪我们一起吃饭了，怕失去他的恐慌开始噬咬着我，使我觉得难以呼吸。直至深夜，一身酒气踉踉跄跄的老公才踏进家门，我已经荒芜的泪水终于又奔涌出来。老婆，我们再要一个孩子好吗?我狠狠点着头，与他紧紧相拥，抵死缠绵……

　　我又怀孕了！抚着逐渐隆起的小腹，有些苦涩的甜蜜。我仿佛比谁都期待这个孩子，却又在内心里抗拒这个孩子。看到新新向我伸来的手臂，我的心又涌起巨大的痛楚：新新，这个世界，除了妈妈谁还能爱你!

　　我终于下定决心打掉这个孩子，可检查结果使我震惊：我竟然怀了双胞胎！

　　2002年的夏天，一对漂亮的小女孩阳阳和月月降临了。满月以后，那对粉雕玉琢的小人，总是甜甜地笑，很少哭闹。只要我一说话，头就随着我的声音转，让我充分享受到做妈妈的喜悦。我已经顾不上新新，无论我多么约束自己，潜意识里我已经开始忽略新新，只把他交给保姆，甚至开始讨厌他那傻傻的样子。

　　转眼，阳阳和月月会走了。新新一般不注意什么，只是对这两个妹妹格外敏感，常常注视她们的一举一动，似乎带着极大的兴趣，而且不同于平时的眼神。我是不允许他接近她们的，他只能那样在一边望着，可我控制不住阳阳和月月蹒跚迈向新新的脚步，她们同样对新新表现出极大的兴趣。而我却舍不得强迫她们什么，只是一次又一次严厉地对新新说，记住，不许碰妹妹!不许碰妹妹！渐渐地，他对我有了怯意，我却丝毫没觉得有何不妥。

　　一天，孩子们在午睡，保姆出去买菜，我去储物间整理衣物。突然听到孩子的哭声，我连忙跑进卧室，看到新新正从床的栏杆间缝向外拉月月的两根手指，手指被卡住，新新还在用力向外拉。我一把拉过新新，照着他的手，狠狠拍打，不是告诉你不许碰妹妹，不许碰妹妹吗!看你以后还碰不碰妹妹!我越打越生气，似乎在发泄对他积累的厌恶。我疯了似的寻找可以用来打他的东西，直到看见镜子里自己魔鬼一样的脸。我终于听到孩子们的哭声，终于看到蜷缩一团哭泣的新新，还有女儿们的喊叫声
……

保姆回来了，抱起新新，看着我余怒未消的脸想说什么，我摆摆手让她抱新新回自己的房间。我哄着阳阳和月月，突然看到床上有几块动物饼干，阳阳的手里还握着一块要喂我。我连忙到月月那边，果然月月那边床下有几块饼干，已经被我踩碎了。新新最喜欢吃动物饼干，原来他拉妹妹的手是要给妹妹饼干。我的心被刺痛了，连忙到他的房间，他已经被保姆哄睡了可还在睡梦里抽搐着。我不禁泛起一阵酸楚，我这是怎么了?我还是他的妈妈吗'

　　一天，我和女儿们玩着拥抱的游戏。我拍拍手，她们就喊着妈妈，张着小胳膊争先恐后向我跑来，然后我们紧紧拥抱。这么简单的游戏，她们却乐此不疲，一遍又一遍。忽然，新新也张开他的胳膊，向我跑来，含糊地说着，妈妈，妈妈。我简直不相信自己的耳朵!我的儿子，自从来到这个世界，从没开过口!紧紧搂住扑到怀里的新新，我哭了。已经对他沉睡的母爱被重新唤起，儿子，妈妈有多久没搂过你，妈妈对不起你！
　　
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　　我终于开始认真思考我的孩子们，我有一个与众不同的家庭，我竟然有三个孩子！他们正渐渐长大，将来要有他们自己的人生。等我离开这个世界时，只有他们之间才能互相照顾。尤其新新，他需要好多好多的爱。

　　我不再分隔他们，而是常常告诉女儿们，要好好爱哥哥，因为没有他，就没有她们。我知道她们听不懂，我只希望她们会记住我的话。

我每天陪三个孩子做游戏，唱歌，跳舞，为他们讲故事。而新新，越来越有灵气，不但会叫爸爸、妹妹了，还会含糊表达自己的需要，而且会随着节奏跳些简单的舞步。看着并成一排熟睡中的孩子们，我终于相信这个世界上有奇迹，那就是爱，爱
可以创造一切！

　　阳阳和月月到了上幼儿园的年龄，我也该上班了。为了减少我的负担，婆婆来商量着把新新接走。我犹豫再三，其实按新新现在的情况，勉强可以上幼儿园，可他毕竟和别的孩子不一样，我害怕来自外界给他的伤害。

　　新新被带走的那个晚上，女儿们不肯上床睡觉，一定要等哥哥回来。她们闪着漂亮的大眼睛问我，哥哥什么时候回来?为什么哥哥不上幼儿园?我的心一凛，回答她们，哥哥生病了，要好长时间才会好。她们又问。他会想我们的，为什么我们不照顾他呢?快让哥哥回来，我们会照顾他的。我的心紧了又紧，你们要乖乖的，只要你们听话，哥哥就会回来。她们终于乖乖睡下，而我在黑夜里挂念着新新。儿子，你好吗？

　　女儿们只去了三天幼儿园，就说什么也不肯去了，告诉我幼儿园里有好多好玩的玩具，还有好多的小朋友，还学习新歌，认字，英语，她们要等哥哥回来一起去。她们充满期盼的眼睛望着我，还带有小小的挑衅。我讶于她们的执拗，耐着性子哄着她们，可她们却怎么也不肯答应。我沉下脸一手抱着一个，她们哇哇哭起来，妈妈骗人，说只要我们乖，哥哥就会回来，我们都听话了，可哥哥还是没有回来!

　　我的心猛地僵住了!压抑的眼泪再也控制不住，你们的哥哥，他和别人不一样，他永远学不会那些东西!女儿们为我擦着泪，会的，会的，妈妈，哥哥能学会的，我们会帮助他的!看着她们，我感到了做妈妈的歉疚，我只会一味逃避，以为自己很爱新新，却不如孩子们充满信心去面对。

　　门铃响，竟然是婆婆送新新回来了!几天不见，新新瘦了好多。婆婆无奈地说，这几天新新几乎没吃东西，也不肯睡觉，只一直哭，喊着妹妹，妹妹。她看了心里实在难受，不得已就送回来了。

　　女儿们兴奋起来，拉着新新的手，开始讲幼儿园的事情，还催促我为新新换最漂亮的衣服，他们要一起去幼儿园。

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我找到园长，请求她让我的孩子们在一起。因为按照新新的年龄应该上大班，可他的智力水平还不如小班的孩子。当看到我的女儿们一边一个拉着儿子的手，并挥手和我再见的时候。我相信这个决定是对的，爱会为我们创造更多的奇迹。

　　每天从幼儿园回来，阳阳和月月都帮助新新复习一天学过的东西，而且不许我插手。我的女儿们是班里最出色的孩子，学什么都特别快，而且记得牢。我知道那是因为她们要教哥哥，所以格外用心去学习。从没看过比她们还有耐心的孩子，轮流一遍又一遍教着笨拙的新新，一个单词往往要重复好多好多遍，甚至梦里还在喃喃。每次新新学会了，她们就会欢呼起来，然后学着幼儿园老师的样子翘起大拇指说，哥哥你好棒，哥哥你真棒！而我的儿子，就看着妹妹，傻傻憨憨地笑着。

　　老师要求每个孩子学习写自己的名字，这对新新来讲简直是不可能的事情。可一个月后的一天，女儿们兴奋地拉着儿子跑来告诉我，哥哥会写自己的名字了I我将信将疑地看着儿子在纸上歪歪扭扭地写下两个大大的"新"字，尤其敖看到他们练习的本子，我小小的女儿们，竟然知道把哥哥的名字拆成笔划来教，好几个本子写着他们循序渐进的过程，我再一次被女儿们的耐心折服得泪流满面。

　　一天，我去接他们。走到教室门口，听到有个孩子喊着，你们的哥哥是个傻孩子！我一惊，连忙走进去。我示意正要阻止的老师，决定让孩子们自己去面对。只见阳阳憋红了小脸对那个孩子说，我的哥哥不是傻孩子，他是天使，他丢了翅膀，来到
我们家，变成一个世界上最好的哥哥，他只不过还没习惯人间的生活。孩子们发出"哇"的惊叹声，你们的哥哥竟然是天使哎！老师含着眼泪搂过阳阳，对孩子们说，新新是我们班的天使，他会爱我们每个小朋友，还教会我们如何去爱别人。回家的路上，我的心被女儿编织的故事激荡着。我问她们为什么那么爱哥哥，她们一起回答，因为没有哥哥就没有我们啊!忽地泪又盈满我的眼，原来她们已经牢牢记住了我的话，那么小，就学会了爱和感恩。他们是上天赐给彼此的天使，也是上天送给我最珍贵的礼物。因为他们，我才知道，做妈妈是那么值得骄傲和幸福！

Friends~~~Secondary's part

Friends come and go.After graduated from primary,guys went their guys' school and girls some to Union and some bla bla bla~~~The 1st day I went to peng hwa I almost wanna cried out!!!LOL~~~cause when I was in primary,my school wasn't that huge and less than 1k pupils.So when I went to the hall for waiting the orientation,I was thinking 'omg,why all faces so weird wan' Maybe during primary I didn't met lots of people that's why I have this way of thinking.This can called as 'The Frog Under A Coconut Shell'. Lol~~~During form 1,I am the noisiest in the class.The whole class full of my laughter.The most close are Rachel,SY,Shee Yee,Huan zhu nee,Siew San, Shirley,Soak Wai and Irene.I and Rachel argued because of small little thing but later on we ok d~~Huan zhu nee was because I said she 'PETTY' and she angry ,don't want talk with me few weeks.I don't even know she angry so I keep on asked her why don't want o talk with me and she said that.I was like full of question marks in my brain.Like that also can?LOL...So I just apologize.So I think she is.......~~~ :p. Siew San,she know I don't like people say me 'SAMPAT' so she keep on say me Sampat Bo~~~=,=''''''''...I don't like to wear short pant inside pinafore so when she knew it she want to 'open' my pinafore.Who is more SAMPAT leh huh? =D .Shirley,my class monitor.Nothing much to talk about her cause memory kinda blur.But she was very nice.That's what I can say.Irene,she sure will laugh without any reason whenever I laugh.When assembly,she sat in front of me.She did something that very irritating and I show her my get annoyed face and she stop it.Later on I also forgot how come we can be so close to each other.I met Amanda too.My primary's class mate.We started to know each other since both of us were taking same school bus to school.Everyday she sat beside me and disturbing me when I was sleeping.

Form 2.The second year of my high school,Soak Wai and I were drop to same class together and others went to front class.During form 2,I met Hemaa,MF,HC,JT,PS(know her when primary).I and Mf can counted as very very close friend.But the more both of us together,they spread that I am lesbian.Cause that year my action was like a guy and she is PRETTY =D but I can clarify I AM NOT!!!I DIDN'T ACT AS A TOMBOY!!! So I just don't want to get it worse,I 'mix' with others.Hemaa, the only indian in my class.The 1st impression she gave me was why she loves to stare people 1?Cause 1st day of form 2,I fall asleep in class due to just back from UK and the time difference.When I woke up she keep staring at me.Whenever I turn my head to left I saw her two eyes LOOKING me.When I asked her,she said she was looking other where but not me.Maybe I am too sensitive cause just woke up and did this kind of thing.The 1st impression I gave her was LAZY~~LOL....cause I slept in class.Both of us were argue every week.Cause of small little things and won't talk to each other,were experiencing 'cold war'.Everytime also I start talk to her 1st. =p .HC,she is funny and her brain is quite 'yellow'.Nothing much to talk bout her cause not that close~~JT ,that time not so close cause when I argued with hemaa and I was blaming Hemaa bla bla bla ,JT went to told her.WHAT A FRIEND~~~ Besides,that year I argued with XP and nearly need to go to penyelia petang office.I don't know she like to act cute or her personality is like that since she borned.=.='''I not sure she is a person that after argue then forgot everything or ACTING or maybe I am not a person that can forgettable easily,PETTY~~~Few weeks later she joking with me and bla bla bla.A year later I same class with her again.=.= For me is 冤家路窄

Form 3.JT and I were same class together,I drop a class again.=,='''~~~Both of us became very close.Talk and crap together on net and in class.Cheating together during math test and got a good result together.Having fun in the toilet with playing water.Nearly get demerit by discipline teacher but luckily didn't.Passed the test answer to her and copy and chasing each other from left to right,top to bottom.I know Lilian,HL,HP,and YX that year.Lilian,many people call her 'BIG BOMBER' cause she like NATO (No Action, Talk Only).HP,she loves to KEK me.Everytime I talk to her I sure vomit blood. =p Everytime I pass by her table she sure call my nickname or joking with me,(that time I still don't know her).This her way to make new friend I guess.After sometimes I started to zhat her. ^.^ HL and YX ,I know them after knowing HP cause 3 of them always together.The impression I gave to HL and YX was I am FIERCE so they dare not talk to me.LOL~~~They said everytime saw me I didn't smile or what~~~=,=''''''''....I replied them ,'Will you smile with yourself when you walk and nothing special happening?'=D I am not that friendly with can see me smiling everytime~~lol...That year I met HS as well.She was very noisy that time.LOL~~~

Form 4.Before Chinese New Year,I was same class with JT,HS and HP in IT science class.Before PMR I appeal to go pure science class but my pmr result wasn't that good and only can go IT science or Perdagangan science.I refuse to accept cause before the school said if wanna go pure science ,need science and math to get A in PMR.I put all my effort in these 2 subject and I got A but I can't go,Chia Li and Hemaa as well.Just because three of us exceed 1 mark so we can't go pure science.Hemaa's dad went to find the headmistress and lastly the headmistress allowed three of us transfer to pure science.JT heard we can change to pure science so she change to perdagangan science. HP and HS remain in the same class.That year,I was same class again with MF,HL,YX,Hemaa,SY(form 1) and EL(primary).Kinda happy cause we are together again.I met KP,Chris,CL and SH.Actually KP and Chris,I know them during form 2 but that time doesn't really talk.So we officially know each other in Form 4.KP said I was fierce cause when form 2/form 3 she call my nickname and I didn't answer her.=,=''''''''''''''From that on,she dare not talk to me anymore.LOL~~~She is very talkative.From here to KL she can talk non-stop for 4 hours.=,=....Chris,before that I doesn't really like her cause her attitude but after get to know her,she is not bad. SH,she is the one taught me to knit scarf and because of know to knit,bake cheese cake and make sushi,they said I have potential to be a '贤妻良母 'Good Wife and A Good Mother' .CL,she loves to stare at something and dreaming in her own world.During that year, I argued with HS just because of small little thing again. YEA YEA YEA, I admit I was petty. Later on both of us thought we still angry with each other....LOL LOL LOL~~~

Form 5.Nothing much changes.EL went to front class and others remain the same.PS drop and same class with us.Met small amount of new friends but forgotten their name.CL sat beside me,she was so quiet~~~you need to find topic to talk to her if not she sure dreaming again.That year was the year that I took the most pictures amongst my high school life time.Cause that year was the last year and need to took pictures for graduate magazine.And I got my 1st camera during that year.^_^ SPM~~~AND Again,I graduated~~~~
Sweet memory~~~



Back to past~~~


Graduation Dinner ~~~

BBQ in MB
MISSED THOSE DAYS~~~NEVER BACK TO THOSE TIMES,KEEP AS MEMORIES~~~

Friends~~~Primary's Part

When primary,G also same school and same class with me.Rich people really have privelleges.The school gives her to choose whether she want 1st class(M) or last class(K).She chose K.Her mum tells my mum she wanna same class with me.I was glad to hear that.When the 1st few months my primary 1 start,I totally didn't understand what the hell was the teacher talking about cause I didn't know to listen even speak chinese that time.So I everynight need to call G to ask homework.Until one day her cousin sis told my sis,ask me not to call her cause she get irritated by me.G said' I was so irritating,EVERYnight call me and bla bla bla~~~'Lol~~~I admit I was.What to do?Luckily that time I barely know what the teacher crapping about.In primary 1 and primary 2 she can counted as my best friend.That time I know the 'surface' of that 'best friend' term,not really gone through deep inside the meaning.She was the most terrible friend I ever met.She was 'using' me.She talked to you when she needs you .The most thing that made me suprise was when both of us took tuition together,cause the class too noisy and the teacher said next time she will arrange different place for we all.Later on, G straightly asked another girl from other school sit with her during the next class.OMG~~~how could she like this?At least you should tell me.Maybe I am too sensitive~~~ :p From this,I found that G also kinda proud person.She will only mix with SMART person or SMARTER than her.And she will only 'USE' stupid person-ME.All the things she done was correct and what i done was wrong.THE SAME THING!!!After primary 3 we were in different class,she 'jumps' to primary 5.Without doubt she is SMART,TOO SMART to 'USE' people as well.After that she transfer to Butterworth without informing me.sigh~~~Have to forget this kind of person~~But can't cause everytime I saw his dad's face I sure will remember her.Try to~~~

When primary 2,I only know her although we were in same class during primary 1.She is (E).We met each other at tuition centre,the 1st day the tuition teacher asked,'both of you know each other?'I and her hesitate then both of us like want say yes also cannot,no also cannot cause juz know who is she but didn't talk b4.LOL~~~But then both of us become friend after that.We know each other more than 10 years and in same primary & high school plus coll but different course.End up maybe will in the same job~~^_^Hope so~~~Friendship Lasts Long~~~

In primary 3,I know (A).Nice girl and a nice friend.Long time never contact after primary although in same high school.Besides,I met (H) and (T) as well.Me, E and T had a promise together,not sure whether they remember still but I do.Guess not,cause so many years d~~=,='''I scolded H once cause she makes my food fell to floo.I know I shouldn't cause she was unpurposely.I am sorry~~~I argued with T many times cause I was too PETTY,too CHILDISH and so on~~~However everytime T also like nothing...And everytime also she start talk to me..I am sorry too~~~ I am lucky to have this two friends cause they really the great.

Primary 4.....*memory blur*~~~>.<

Primary 5~~~J.At first I thought she was very proud cause maybe never talked to her b4 so like that LO~~~When both of us were asked to sit together in class,I told A' omg,the end of my world'=,='''''' She is funny and talkative.Both of us always get scolded by science teacher cause talking non-stop>.<

Primary 6~~~CY.She sat besides me on the 1st day so we became very close friend.She is nice,brave,good in math ,etc.I don't know why some hate her,some even ask me not to 'mix' with her if not they won't talk to me~~awww~~~~what again???~~~~~Few months later we change place and sit in different place already.Those that don't like her started to 'mix' with her and bla bla bla~~~Then I being asked to sit between of 2 guys.K and E.When I know K is going to sit with me,I was like totally omg cause he looks like dirty look~~~The rest of my primary 6 I was sitting between them.We have lots of fun at sitting behind~~~LOL~~~During spelling exam,I and K were cheating.Then suddenly the teacher stand behind and both of us...........Luckily the teacher didn't punish us cause both of us can counted a GOOD STUDENT~~Weee~~~>.<>

Friends~~~Kindergarten's Part

To me,FRIENDS=FUCK....(Friends Usually Content Kindness).For some only,not to all.When I was in Gelugor kindergarten,I met a girl,her name is Goh XX,called her as 'G' at here.Both of us knew each other in the same kindergarten and she live nearby my neighbourhood.So every morning we took same van to the kindergarten.I remembered I usually sit behind in the van although the front still have seat.She and her elder sis everytime asked me to sit in front but I don't want.(Don't ask me why,cause I have no idea why too :p)Until one day,I heard they were disscussing something about how to bully me after school cause I don't want to sit with them.What the moron!!!Idiotic Fool!!!But very quickly I forgot and after school during on the way back to my home those IDIOTs really bully me.They took my bag and pinched my hand.Now sitting in front of comp flash back to that day I am so piss off. :@ Then I cried and the next day they din't ask for it anymore.After few weeks I changed kindergarten cause my tuition teacher said the headmistress money face and abuse her maid.So I went to Bayan Baru's.Forgot the name.Almost all I know from Gelugor's change to Bayan Baru.The G came after don't know how many months later.In between,I know this two girls,one called Amy (A)and another called Crystal (C).Both of them are deep in my mind because .....A was like 'Dai Ka Jeh' and C like her dog follow whatever A talked.I remembered C pull off my chair when I want to sit just because she want to sit and I fell.Damn it !!!Both of them really THE SICK~~~That time I still so stupid,follow whatever they asked to.Lets say if these things happen in TODAY I will sure tear their skin off.Don't say I am violent ,is just I am not that supid anymore.Few weeks later G transfer to Bayan Baru's and left few weeks only we had to leave.So nothing much about her in bayan baru's.I only remembered that the day we took back our graduate potrait I don't want to show her she replied me 'Don't think that I am interested' What the...!!!She was acting how matured she was.If you are matured,please ler...Won't PINCHED me together with her sis and her sis's frind just because I don't want to sit in front.